Sunday, October 31, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
music for.... (spider)
1. pig 2:23
2. painbirds 3.50
3. saint mary 4:01
4. good morning spider 1:09
5. sick of goodbyes 3:33
6. box of stars (part one) 0:34
7. sunshine 5:03
8. chaos of the galaxyhappy man 4:31
9. hey, joe 3:06
10. come on in 3:46
11. mary's little elbows 4:04
12. cruel sun 2:25
13. all night home 3:43
14. ghost of his smile 3:13
15. hundred of sparrows 2:27
16. box of stars(part two) 0:51
17. junebug 3:25
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
early life/3
at the party he was waitinglooking kind of spooky and withdrawn
like he could be underwater
the mighty mother with her hundred arms
swept all aside
I hate to walk behind other people's ambition
I saw you waiting
saint-like
with your warning
leave alone
you don't belong here
he got nervous
started whistling
every thought a ricochet
did you notice?
well I wondered
what's the worst thing I could say?
and I froze up and sighed
you remind me of someones daughter
I forgot her
I forgot her name ashamed
go home and live with your pain
leave alone
leave alone 'cause you don't belong
you don't belong here
and when I go
don't you follow
leave alone
leave alone 'cause you know you don't belong
you don't belong here
slip out quiet
nobody's looking
leave alone
you don't belong here
(elliott smith - no name #1)
Couldn't find any original video or live performance, but the entire album ROMAN CANDLE(1994) is
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
music for... (tonight)
1. devil's haircut 3:14
2. hotwax 3:49
3. lord only knows 4.15
4. the new pollution 3:40
5. derelict 4:13
6. novacane 4:38
7. jack-ass 4:12
8. where it's at 5:31
9. minus 2:33
10. sissyneck 3:53
11. readymade 2:37
12. high 5 (rock the catskills) 4:11
13. ramshackle 7:30
find it HERE
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Op-Ed
a short history of Op-Ed illustration from The New York Times website, with many interesting and very fascinating images, I think.
watch here
(thanks Mike)
watch here
(thanks Mike)
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
° ° °
Annette Messager
"Articulés-Désarticulés" [Articulated-Disarticulated],
2001-2002 (detail)
Part of a huge installation where a lot of different plush toys move around the room, thanks to a system of computerized fabric automatons and electric motors
... a sort of sinister "POPPLES-WOOD".
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
why
because it feels good;
because it gives me an erection;
because it makes me come;
because I'm sick;
because there is so much sickness;
because I say FUCK THE SICKNESS;
because I like the attention;
because I was alone a lot;
because I was different;
because kids beat me up on the way to school;
because I was humiliated by nuns;
because of Christ and the Crucifixion;
because of Porky Pig in bondage, forced feed by a sinister creep in a black cape;
because of stories of children hung by their wrists, burned on the stove, scalded in tubs;
because of Mutiny on the Bounty;
because of cowboys and Indians;
because of Houdini;
because of my cousin Cliff;
because of the forts we built and the things we did inside them;
because of what's inside me;
because of my genes;
because of my parents;
because of doctors and nurses;
because they tied me to the crib, so I wouldn't hurt myself;
because I had time to think;
because I had time to hold my penis;
because I had awful stomachaches, and holding my penis made it feel better;
because I felt like I was going to die;
because it makes me feel invincible;
because it makes me feel triumphant;
because I'm Catholic;
because I still love Lent, and I still love my penis, and in spite of it all I have no guilt;
because my parents said BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE and this is what i want to be;
because I'm nothing but a big baby and i want to stay that way, and I want a mommy forever, even a mean one, especially a mean one;
because all the fairy tale witches, and the wicked stepmother, and the stepsister and how sexy Cinderella was smudged with soot, doomed to a life of servitude;
because of Hansel, locked in the witch's cage until he was fat enough to eat;
because of "O" and how desperately I wanted to be her;
because of my dreams;
because I've got an active imagination;
because my mother bought me Tinker Toys;
because hardware stores give me hard-ons;
because of hammer, nails, clothespins, wood, padlocks, pullies, eyebolts, thumbtacks, staple-guns, sewing needles, wooden spoons, fishing tackle, chains, metal rulers, rubber tubing, spatulas, rope, twine, C-clamps, S-hooks, razor blades, scissors, tweezers, knives, push pins, two-by-fours, Ping Pong paddles, alligator clips, duct tape, broomsticks, barbecue skewers, bungie cords, sawhorses, soldering irons;
because of tool sheds;
because of garages;
because of basements;
because of dungeons;
because of The Pit and the Pendulum;
because of the Tower of London;
because of the Inquisition;
because of the rack;
because of the cross;
because of Addam's Family playroom;
because of Morticia Addams and her black dress with its octopus legs;
because of motherhood;
because of Amazons;
because of the Goddess;
because of the moon;
because it's in my nature;
because it's against nature;
because it's nasty;
because it's fun;
because it flies in the face of all that's normal - whatever that is - because I'm not normal;
because I used to think that I was part of this vast experiment and there was this implant in my penis that made me do these things, and that allowed THEM ( whoever THEY were)to monitor my activities;
because I had to take my clothes off and lie inside this giant plastic bag, so the doctors could collect my sweat;
because once upon a time I had such a high fever, that my parents had to strip me naked and wrap me in wet sheets to stop the convulsions;
because my parents loved me even more when I was suffering;
because I was born into a world of suffering;
because surrender is sweet;
because I'm attracted to it;
because I'm addicted to it;
because endorphins in the brain are like a natural kind of heroin;
because I learned to take my medicine;
because I was a big boy for taking it;
because i can take it like a man;
because as somebody said HE'S GOT MORE BALLS THAN I DO;
because it is an act of courage;
because it does take guts;
because I'm proud of it;
because I can't climb mountains;
because I'm terrible at sports;
because NO PAIN NO GAIN
because SPARE THE ROD AND SPOIL THE CHILD;
because YOU ALWAYS HURT THE ONE YOU LOVE.
(why - bob flanagan "supermasochist", 1985)
because it gives me an erection;
because it makes me come;
because I'm sick;
because there is so much sickness;
because I say FUCK THE SICKNESS;
because I like the attention;
because I was alone a lot;
because I was different;
because kids beat me up on the way to school;
because I was humiliated by nuns;
because of Christ and the Crucifixion;
because of Porky Pig in bondage, forced feed by a sinister creep in a black cape;
because of stories of children hung by their wrists, burned on the stove, scalded in tubs;
because of Mutiny on the Bounty;
because of cowboys and Indians;
because of Houdini;
because of my cousin Cliff;
because of the forts we built and the things we did inside them;
because of what's inside me;
because of my genes;
because of my parents;
because of doctors and nurses;
because they tied me to the crib, so I wouldn't hurt myself;
because I had time to think;
because I had time to hold my penis;
because I had awful stomachaches, and holding my penis made it feel better;
because I felt like I was going to die;
because it makes me feel invincible;
because it makes me feel triumphant;
because I'm Catholic;
because I still love Lent, and I still love my penis, and in spite of it all I have no guilt;
because my parents said BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE and this is what i want to be;
because I'm nothing but a big baby and i want to stay that way, and I want a mommy forever, even a mean one, especially a mean one;
because all the fairy tale witches, and the wicked stepmother, and the stepsister and how sexy Cinderella was smudged with soot, doomed to a life of servitude;
because of Hansel, locked in the witch's cage until he was fat enough to eat;
because of "O" and how desperately I wanted to be her;
because of my dreams;
because I've got an active imagination;
because my mother bought me Tinker Toys;
because hardware stores give me hard-ons;
because of hammer, nails, clothespins, wood, padlocks, pullies, eyebolts, thumbtacks, staple-guns, sewing needles, wooden spoons, fishing tackle, chains, metal rulers, rubber tubing, spatulas, rope, twine, C-clamps, S-hooks, razor blades, scissors, tweezers, knives, push pins, two-by-fours, Ping Pong paddles, alligator clips, duct tape, broomsticks, barbecue skewers, bungie cords, sawhorses, soldering irons;
because of tool sheds;
because of garages;
because of basements;
because of dungeons;
because of The Pit and the Pendulum;
because of the Tower of London;
because of the Inquisition;
because of the rack;
because of the cross;
because of Addam's Family playroom;
because of Morticia Addams and her black dress with its octopus legs;
because of motherhood;
because of Amazons;
because of the Goddess;
because of the moon;
because it's in my nature;
because it's against nature;
because it's nasty;
because it's fun;
because it flies in the face of all that's normal - whatever that is - because I'm not normal;
because I used to think that I was part of this vast experiment and there was this implant in my penis that made me do these things, and that allowed THEM ( whoever THEY were)to monitor my activities;
because I had to take my clothes off and lie inside this giant plastic bag, so the doctors could collect my sweat;
because once upon a time I had such a high fever, that my parents had to strip me naked and wrap me in wet sheets to stop the convulsions;
because my parents loved me even more when I was suffering;
because I was born into a world of suffering;
because surrender is sweet;
because I'm attracted to it;
because I'm addicted to it;
because endorphins in the brain are like a natural kind of heroin;
because I learned to take my medicine;
because I was a big boy for taking it;
because i can take it like a man;
because as somebody said HE'S GOT MORE BALLS THAN I DO;
because it is an act of courage;
because it does take guts;
because I'm proud of it;
because I can't climb mountains;
because I'm terrible at sports;
because NO PAIN NO GAIN
because SPARE THE ROD AND SPOIL THE CHILD;
because YOU ALWAYS HURT THE ONE YOU LOVE.
(why - bob flanagan "supermasochist", 1985)
Monday, October 4, 2010
"Ночь на лысой горе", Александр Алексеев - "night on bald mountain", A. Alexeieff
not drawings..needles!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
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